As you can probably tell from my recent posts, I have been really down lately. No matter how hard I try, its impossible to keep me motivated because of my depression. My typical day goes like this: wake up, go to school, come home, do homework, eat dinner, go to bed. On weekends, I might … Continue reading Trying Life
Have you ever met someone so great, you wish you hadn't? I have. December of last year, I met a man online. He was everything I wanted and more. He was the only person in the entire world that made me forget that I had depression. Overtime we talked, good came out of it; whether … Continue reading How Do You Say Goodbye?
I met a man. He was everything I ever wanted. He made me feel like the best version of myself. The man disappeared. He left me sadder than ever. I have hit my all time low. I do not know if there is any getting better. I don't know if he died or not. He … Continue reading Him
If you keep up with my blog, you'll know that I am on my third different high school. It's also my junior year. I now attend a very prestigious school where all the kids know each other very well and for a long time. This means they are not welcoming at all and very exclusive. … Continue reading School
This blogger reminds me of myself in a few ways… she is really lovely and you should totally check out her blog! These photos in this particular blog reminded me of a few photos I took of my nature here at my house… it was a rough time then but I took them to make me feel better and it did. Check it out!
Hi all! 😊
Usually for Post-itivity, I find a quote that I like and write about my take on it, in what is usually a good-sized post.
Today, however, (or actually, yesterday because I schedule these) I said nah, I don’t feel like doing that today. Maybe because I’m lazy, I don’t know! 😂 But I really wanted to share some pictures that I took today with you, plus talk about spring.
Spring has sprung! At least, where I live. Although there have been bouts of rain here, it has generally become warm and sunny. All of the beautiful things of this season have arrived- flowers, birds, bees, sunshine, pollen, allergies. Amazing things, all of them;)
And with this sudden weather change comes a euphoria that snaps me out of depressive stages. I mean, I simply can’t not be happy with the sunshine and flowers and whatnot. Since I couldn’t…
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So yesterday was Prom. I never planned on going just because I am at a new school and still no one really tries to be my friend. Well maybes friend and a couple cool girls I know INSISTED I go, plus if I went this year, my senior prom is free. So I said, why … Continue reading Prom…
So yesterday was Prom... I'll do another post about that though later. Anyways, I went to my friends house yesterday so we could get ready together and she could do my makeup. Well, I got stuck behind a huge 18-wheeler on the way over. The speed limit was 65 on an old country backroad, and … Continue reading I Should Have Died