Hi. I have not been on my blog for a really long time. But after my mom raided my closet, I thought it was about time to get back on. Let me explain: It is summer, so I have been keeping myself busy at my summer job. It distracts me from myself in a way … Continue reading Not That You Care…
I am officially on Summer Break. While not having to deal with the incredible amount of stress from school, the girls who I strongly dislike, and my creepy teacher, there are other things that are stressing me out now. Firstly, I am at home like ALL the time with my family usually not doing anything. … Continue reading Bummer Summer
This is a little exercise I wanted to try in case it helps me feel a little less sad all the time. Basically, I will be writing some positive things about myself an try to really focus on them throughout the day. Some of them sound a little silly.....You should try this too! I have … Continue reading Affirmations
For the past few weeks, I have been having a mental breakdown almost every day. I cry and sometimes do not know why. Sometimes it is because I miss someone or sometimes I just hate who I am. And then it hit me. I am overly emotional. I can switch from happy to sad in … Continue reading It Hit Me
As you can probably tell from my recent posts, I have been really down lately. No matter how hard I try, its impossible to keep me motivated because of my depression. My typical day goes like this: wake up, go to school, come home, do homework, eat dinner, go to bed. On weekends, I might … Continue reading Trying Life
Have you ever met someone so great, you wish you hadn't? I have. December of last year, I met a man online. He was everything I wanted and more. He was the only person in the entire world that made me forget that I had depression. Overtime we talked, good came out of it; whether … Continue reading How Do You Say Goodbye?
I met a man. He was everything I ever wanted. He made me feel like the best version of myself. The man disappeared. He left me sadder than ever. I have hit my all time low. I do not know if there is any getting better. I don't know if he died or not. He … Continue reading Him
If you keep up with my blog, you'll know that I am on my third different high school. It's also my junior year. I now attend a very prestigious school where all the kids know each other very well and for a long time. This means they are not welcoming at all and very exclusive. … Continue reading School
This blogger reminds me of myself in a few ways… she is really lovely and you should totally check out her blog! These photos in this particular blog reminded me of a few photos I took of my nature here at my house… it was a rough time then but I took them to make me feel better and it did. Check it out!
Hi all! 😊
Usually for Post-itivity, I find a quote that I like and write about my take on it, in what is usually a good-sized post.
Today, however, (or actually, yesterday because I schedule these) I said nah, I don’t feel like doing that today. Maybe because I’m lazy, I don’t know! 😂 But I really wanted to share some pictures that I took today with you, plus talk about spring.
Spring has sprung! At least, where I live. Although there have been bouts of rain here, it has generally become warm and sunny. All of the beautiful things of this season have arrived- flowers, birds, bees, sunshine, pollen, allergies. Amazing things, all of them;)
And with this sudden weather change comes a euphoria that snaps me out of depressive stages. I mean, I simply can’t not be happy with the sunshine and flowers and whatnot. Since I couldn’t…
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So yesterday was Prom. I never planned on going just because I am at a new school and still no one really tries to be my friend. Well maybes friend and a couple cool girls I know INSISTED I go, plus if I went this year, my senior prom is free. So I said, why … Continue reading Prom…
So yesterday was Prom... I'll do another post about that though later. Anyways, I went to my friends house yesterday so we could get ready together and she could do my makeup. Well, I got stuck behind a huge 18-wheeler on the way over. The speed limit was 65 on an old country backroad, and … Continue reading I Should Have Died
When strawberries are in season. When you get to sleep in. When you pass an exam. When you find money unexpectedly. When your favorite product is on sale. When you step on a crispy leaf. When the water comes out of your ear. When you coffee becomes the perfect temperature. When your food arrives. When … Continue reading You Were My When